I was really very sad ytd nite..i m still upset abt it..had a big fight wif my parents n 2nd sis..over tv..quite a stupid reason to fight u may think..but it happened to me..i wanted to watch soccer which was live but my sis was watchin korean drama on cable tv at the same time..we couldn't split the tv into half so there was no solution to solve it..my face turned VERY black..my parents wanted me to let my sis watch cos i always forever watchin tv..what's the problem to let me watch tv??i told her that the korean drama would repeat tml which is 2dae but she answered ''what m i gonna watch then?''..y can't she let me watch..i was SO angry n stomped back to my room..slammed the door n turned the radio's volume big..threw the things that she gave me towards the door..my dad came in to my room..he said that i was spoiled by them..other ppl grew up n became more sensible than b4..y was i the opposite...i became worse..this sentence i heard a dozen times..but this time was the most hurtful moment..i actually cried for almost an hr..i jus don't know y..my tears jus came dwn easily ytd nite..i stopped crying for a while..opened my room's door n threw the things at the living room..my dad came in again..he wanted me to pick it up..i refused..i noe he was really angry but i jus don't want to listen..actually i was so afraid that it would affect his health frm shouting at me..he's old already n he has high blood pressure..i cried again when he told me ''don't call me dad again''..it hurted me once again..then later my mum came in to lecture me..i asked y she came back home ytd..she was always nt at home on saturday..y??i jus think that it was so unreasonable..y i was always the one who is in wrong n she is always the right one..i smsed my mum after they left my room..knowing that she will only see it next morning..i told her she was so biased..forever like this..n i nv been spoiled b4 becos nobody like me at all!!i wanted to put one more sentence that is ''i hate u''..but i didn't..i jus couldn't..after that smsed zieg to wish him happy bdae..i told him abt it n cried at the same time..thank u zieg for consoling me..but my eyes swollen when i woke up this morning..u told me not to hurt my eyes..i guess i did..all right..that's all..bye..
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Cam ar... u don sad le ok... din noe u were so sad yesterday... family always have arguments... my family too... ur er jie may be unresonable... but she's ur er jie... 4 me... being the eldest... also the same... everytime kana bully by my sis... life is nv fair... i feel u
cam sayang ~ dun sad ler .... was sh0ck when i read ur bl0g .. din n0e u actuali have such pr0b .. i t0t 0nli mi and shir g0t .. dun take ur dad w0rds t0 heart .. cuz it was a m0ment 0f implusive ...
tks guys..i m ok..but still moodless..my parents started talkin to me ytd..i only spoke 1 sentence to my sis..tats all..
hmm probably they ignore each other... when there's a argument between sisters... it's usually cold war... haha rite? oh yar rene how u put the pic le...
ytd was really didn't talked to each other face to face..2dae much beta le..got tok..she offered me her biscuit 2..
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