After some hectic weeks preparing for my exams, it was finally over on Thursday and one month of holiday comes on. The 3 papers that I took, business taxation, advanced accounting and costing. The first one really took me quite a lot of time. I remember seeing the clock shows 11.44 when I was still doing on the first question. 44 minutes on question number 1 was simply ridiculous, and not yet finished. Almost panicked. Got it done just 10 minutes before the time was up, and got out of the exam hall.
Accounting was the most feared for me and my friends. We were not really attentive during the lessons, at times, therefore, it wasn't very surprising that we were afraid of it. The paper was all right afterall, well for me and Amy. Don't worry about it, Eileen and Susan, you girls are going to do well!
We thought costing wouldn't be a big problem as it was for accounting, but it was the most tricky paper out of the 3! My heart dropped when I couldn't balance on the first question. Helpless, I proceeded to the next. Nearly not been able to balance it again, luckily it was just a calculation error. The problem lies on if it should be an abnormal loss or gain for the third question. The kind of questions I was most confident in turned out to be the opposite. I got loss but Amy got a gain. I spent quite some time on the last question, which was one I dislike the most. Hopefully I will be correct on that one. I really gave up on the first question, and made my departure.
I wanna get all 'A's this time, which I never did.
Well I thought I'm going to be really relieved and happy after my exams (I was indeed) , seeing my friends more and whatever, I'm not hoping for it to happen.
Maybe it's not worth it, and you said you don't see me commit in this friendship as much as you do. I don't know what exam means to you, but to me it is really important. I regretted not doing well for my 'O's and that is why I'm in ITE right now, wasting 2 years. I'm determined to do well for it, I don't want to disappoint anyone again, and since I'm studying in what I like and interested in. It's either you're right or you don't understand me, and so I shall give up.
Saddened about it and spent so long writing this entry. I shall isolate myself too.............
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